| Wednesday, August 16th, 2006 |
| 8:44 am |
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| Monday, April 3rd, 2006 |
| 5:22 pm |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test |
| Friday, March 17th, 2006 |
| 9:21 am |
Heather
Happy 17th anniversary my dear. I love you forever, you are my past present and future. I can not wait to marry you and be with you forever. |
| Sunday, February 12th, 2006 |
| 11:12 pm |
I hate popular music. Fucking seriously. Fuck sum-41 too. |
| Tuesday, January 10th, 2006 |
| 8:32 am |
It is my love's 17th birthday. So come on people. REJOICE!!!!!! I love you Heather Lynn/Butt/Num Nums! |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 11:23 pm |
Tool
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone Inside sleeping, my heart beating You know that you tried to hide it Couldn't you have said what you meant? Oh... Time heals, time congeals around us Endless hours of wasted moments Understanding, not demanding Your eyes tell what you feel inside Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone Inside sleeping, my heart beating You know that you tried to hide it Shouldn't you have said what you meant? YOU LIED! -Tool |
| Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 |
| 1:00 am |
I passed all my classes, with good grades. Except for a C in Econ, but eh, whatever. Pretty much straight A's after that. |
| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006 |
| 11:29 pm |
Give me the gun Give me the gun I am nothing without it My life was hatred Every chance to fight I'd take it There was no reason There was no choice My means of discorse Self destruction A reaction One thing given One subtraction Slamming my fists to the wall Beating my knuckles bloody On stage Off stage Doesnt matter Lords of destruction lords of destruction make me whole |
| Saturday, December 31st, 2005 |
| 6:16 pm |
I love you Heather. KISS ME NOW! |
| Friday, December 30th, 2005 |
| 10:38 am |
.the.beautiful.people.
I don't want you and I don't need you Don't bother to resist, I'll beat you It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees You can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way [Chorus:] Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? If you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way, Old-fashioned fascism will take it away [Chorus] There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way The beautiful people The beautiful people (aahh) [x4] [Chorus x2] The beautiful people [x8] |
| 9:32 am |
As I Fall There is nothing more you can do I’m not alive, living through you I wish I could see But you have blinded me Once more I see your eyes Staring into mine (liar) All you’ve ever wanted is my soul You’re a victim of my control I’ll never die again, For another’s sins As I fall (As I fall) Resurrected you said you would Always care for me Thrown down, beaten, subjugated to your wrath I will revolt (resolution) I will consume you And all you’re love You will be mine forever Darkness is you’re new home I’ll never bleed again, For another’s sins As I fall (As I fall) Sentenced to death at your feet Redemption a love I’ll never feel Forgotten upon an alter life burning out And now I am free To live for myself and becoming Something I never thought I could be I’ll never die again, For another’s sins As I fall (As I fall) One with your sins With your scorn I am no martyr I am no saint Bleed for yourself Or fall You lied to me Lied to me You lied To Me And now we fall |
| Thursday, December 22nd, 2005 |
| 8:31 pm |
Fuck niggers at the mall trying to start shit. |
| Monday, December 12th, 2005 |
| 11:40 am |
Had a lot of fun at the dinner party last night, lots of people there were dumbasses though. Heather and I certainly stole the show by being all sexy and goth, we ruled everyone in that department. Haha, Im sure I will hear more about it at work today. I have my other computer moniter set up now, so I have two... But I havnt exactly worked out how to keep them seperate, so I can use them for two things at once... I love heather and I hope I figure out a way to see her tonight, although I have no idea how... Hope you had a good first day, I will turn off my phone all day so I will have the batteries for you to tell me about it. Mr. and Mrs. Smith is a good movie. |
| Friday, December 9th, 2005 |
| 5:58 am |
I cant believe how amazing my fiance is. I wish I spent every second of everyday with her, but, if we are gonna move out in about a year and four months here, then we really need to have an assload of money saved, and thats what I am trying to do right now, get some money saved up so that we dont starve. What I really need is school to be over, and to have a career. I will actually have more free time once I have a career. More time to spend with my butt, cause she is all I could ever want. Current Mood: tired and stressedCurrent Music: Black Fuckin Sabbath! |
| 12:02 am |
There was a time when I was super independent and didnt care about anyone. Im so glad that time is gone. I need my heatherbutt and am glad i will never be without her. Im sorry Im so busy lately, with all the school and work it sucks that we dont get as much time together. I miss being by your side every second. Just remember not to replace me with some other guy. Im working as hard as i can for us baby. And i cant wait to see you tomorrow, it will be wonderful. |
| Monday, December 5th, 2005 |
| 11:00 am |
hey sweetie. how are you? want to get married again?
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight You think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Touch me baby, tainted love Touch me baby, tainted love Touch me baby, tainted love Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Tainted love    Current Mood: depressed |
| 9:38 am |
I love you more than anything. |
| Friday, November 18th, 2005 |
| 4:17 pm |
I just wanted to remind you no matter what, how much I love you. Through everything. Always. You are mine, and I am yours. I love you Heather Lyn. |
| Monday, November 14th, 2005 |
| 9:19 am |
I'm still busy with school and shit so I never have time to update this thing. I spend all my free time with Heather, cause its where I want to be. So all you assholes who keep asking where I am know now. She just moved into her new place so we have been busy over there. It made me sad that it wasn't our place. But we have to wait until shes older for that. So we are going to get married and get a little one bedroom apartment when she graduates. Its not always going to be easy, but it will always be worth it. We decided on a little apartment cause we dont really need a ton of space, and we can save money on rent and get awesome furnishings if we do. Especially since hopefully by then I will have a full time job as a mortician and shit so I will be making from about 60,000 to 75,000 my first year working. And we will be saving money starting now. Also End of Eden asked me to be there new singer. I'm gonna turn them down. Big time. |
| Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 |
| 9:19 pm |
Yah well I want to move to L.A. with Jimmy and erin. But i dont think i could pull it off. Fuck it. College sucks. My teachers arnt even smart. But at least now I have a group of friends. Granted no new guy friends... cause I can't stand guys that dont listen to metal. Pussies. But at least a few cool new people. Devils Rejects came out today! |